Dream Job

my dream job is to be an elementary school teacher. I've always loved kids and wanted to help them be better students but people as well. I want to teach fifth grade because they aren't as immature as fourth graders and aren't as moody as sixth graders. It doesn't sound like much but that's my dream job...To be the best teacher I can!

P.S. I'd love to teach in the Adirondack's because I love it so much up there!!!

The Eye

So last night I got home from work, put some gas in the car, and then was picked up by my friend, Derick Struble to go to a movie. We were going to see the eye. I had heard it was weird and that it was a little scary so I expected the worst. I'm not really one for scary movies but I thought what the hey...I'll go. So we got there (half and hour early or more) so we decided to flip a coin where to go before...heads was walmart and tails was walmart so it landed tails and we went to walmart. We walked around aimlessly for awhile and then decided to go back. We were still a little early so we watched the previews (fyi there are no new good movies coming out). We saw this one where they were trying to contain a plague like virus and it looked good up until they showed the future of what happened. There were high speed car races and all this crazy stuff that had nothing to do with any illness. Anyway, we sat through 15 minutes of previews and then the movie started. It was ok for awhile until the intense music freaked me out because I knew something scary was going to happen. It also didn't help that Derick kept going "boo" and freaking me out more. What I didn't tell you is that I went to the movie with a head ache and it got progressively worse through out the movie. So after about an hour and a half of being scared we left. I really wasn't feeling all that well so Derick asked me if I wanted to get some food. I was like sure. We ended up at Skylark Diner where all the freaks hang out late at night. Even the people that work there scare me. Anyway, I ordered breakfast and I felt so sick that I had the glass of water on my head to prevent it from hurting. I felt not very well inside so when we got our food I cut a piece of egg off and ate it only to feel even worse. So as Derick ate his French Toast, I sat there holding my head in my hands. I had really never had a head ache like this before. I got a box for my food and Derick made sure I was ok and took me home. All the way home I tried to close my eyes so the pain would go away. Well I got home, thanked him for everything (I think he is the only guy in the world willing to pay for dinner and a movie), and I walked in my house. I didn't have any bad dreams about weird shadow things coming to get me, so I guess that's a good thing. I will never watch that movie again and good news I feel a lot better. I did eat my breakfast from last night, this morning...just in case you were wondering.

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So as I sat here eating my shrimp and green beans for lunch (yummy) i began to think of what my plans were for the day. So far I have spent 2 hours at the gym working on my 12 pack (not) and then i had to borrow money from my friend for gas so I could make it work later. Then come to find out my phone is low on minutes which means I can only use it a few times cuz I have to Top Up. I mean I feel great about going to the gym so long but I have to wait until Thursday to put more minutes on my phone...bcuz that's when I get paid. Hmmm....well I know this was a bunch of random stuff put into today...but when I get back from work I will do another one because this is just crapola. Peace!!

Music in our lives

So I'm taking this class called Music in Our Lives. It's a great class to see how music is incorporated into our everyday lives. It got me thinking about all the songs I listen to on an everyday basis. Most of the music I listen to now is rock like on 92.5 but I listen to a variety of different types of music such a pop, country and a bunch of other things. I don't know who gave Paris Hilton a recording contract but who ever it was should be banned from entering heaven when they die. I love music and I am so passionate about the meaning of songs. Some people know the words to a song but don't know the meaning and that is the whole point to a song...it's the artist's way of conveying how they felt at a certain point. Music doesn't even have to contain lyrics or instruments...and you may ask me "well how is it music without all that?" Well music is a series of vibrations so anything can be music...from my nails clicking on the keyboard to the opening of a water bottle. It all depends on what you perceive as music. We listened to this song in class called 4 minutes and 33 seconds and it was a great song. It was well 4 minutes and 33 seconds of silence but it wasn't even silence..it was all the noises that happened in that time period...some of which were pencil's writing, the sniffling of noses, and the movement of feet. It was so interesting to think that just simple sounds are music to some. I love this class a lot! It has taught me a lot in the almost month that I have been in it. What are you music choices? What do you consider music? How is it used in your everyday life? Think about these questions and get back to me.

What is a class couple?

A class couple is two people of their own sexual preference being together and the entire class voting them as basically the ideal couple. Well for one, Paul and I are no longer dating so we should have not even been considered, but since no one can get over that fact, we were written down to my knowledge several times. Don't get me wrong I have nothing against him but we are NOT dating anymore so why are we being even nominated. Sure we dated for 4 years and 5 months but we ended our relationship last june. I feel that him and I got a divorce and the other 200 kids in our class were our children and we had to break it to them that it was over. We aren't getting back together but we remain good friends. I still talk to him family and I love them a lot but I just needed a moment to vent about the fact that we could be crowned class couple and we won't even be dating. I understand that the other couples in our grade have not been dating that long and they fight and break up everyday but at least vote for someone that is still together. Our relationship looked good but we had our share of problems. We just didn't flaunt them like some couples in our grade do (not naming names). I have a feeling if we do get it the picture could go two ways...1) we could do a dorky picture and make a joke out of it or 2)we can not take a picture at all. No one considers what we will have to go through because of all this. We are not dating and no gets that we have feelings too, and you may make our (him and me) relationship worse. Now that the papers are in you won't be able to go back but seriously GET OVER IT. PEOPLE BREAK UP. WE ARE OVER IT AND SO SHOULD YOU!

Molto Bella!!!

So as I sat here trying to think of what to write about, I was also eating. To my right was a bowl of pasta salad that I had made yesterday. I must say that my pasta salad is delish!!! I stared into the bowl of multi colored food and thought.."Pasta! I will write about pasta!"





As I watched this, it made me think of how many different kinds of pasta there were. You have your long pasta like spaghetti, you have your short pasta like bow ties and you have little tiny pasta like pastina. I love pasta a lot and there are soooo many things you can do with it. You can make pasta or macaroni salad. You can make lasagna. You can have it as a side or as a whole meal. There are so many things to do with pasta, it's hard to imagine. If you have any good recipes for pasta, leave them here and I'd love to try them out!!!

What is this thing on my face?

well today i felt as though it was a day just to mourn for awhile...two blogs is the way to go!!! I woke up this morning and felt like I had gotten burned by my eyebrow which would be understandable because i went tanning so i could've gotten burned. Anyhow, I woke up and jumped in the shower and cranked dat hot water. I felt my stomach was burned and sure enough it was so i thought i had just burned my face..I got out of the shower (even though i didn't want to cuz it was so amazingly warm)...i looked in the mirror and found a little friend on my forehead...now my friend looked like he/she was sitting pretty on my face so i didn't want to disturb it...so i left it alone..(if this is freaking you out as well i'm sorrry)...anyway so i scrunched my hair and every time i moved around it hurt. well i started to do my makeup and decided you're not going to ruin my day little guy, so i began to cover him up (and thank all that is good in this world for bangs because it covered it pretty well, even though it still hurt like a mother)..anyway i was covering it up and i was so sad that i think it knew that and stop hiding behind the makeup....darn you.....well i gave up on all that and said "you stupid acne problem, you may hurt me but you're not gonna ruin my day." So off I went to school only to find that when I got home from school it was much more noticeable than earlier....acne must die!!!!

(I'm sure the stress and sweating and the gym didn't help the clogging of the pores on my face)

(sorry for a little too much info, but thought you should know)